Denise Yvonne

Im melting away.

deniseyvonne — Mon, 01 Jun 2009 15:29:01 +0000

This is the shortest yet most exciting post I have ever written. Are you ready? Here it goes. I have lost 21 lou ds and 24.5 inches in 3 weeks!! Mom. Has lost 23 pounds and 12 inches in 3 weeks. We are so excited!!!! And yes we are planning on going to the general assembly. In fact I plan I. Taking.my own car and a bunch of new clothes because what I wear now will be way to big. this is a good problem. So I’m saving up every penny I can because next time everryone sees Denise, she will be skinny and look and act like the girl inside of her. She cannot wait to show the world who she truly is.

Soooo hit me up with some comments and words of encouragement. Either way I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Denise Yvonne

The, “Thats Life” excuse doesn’t sit well with me.

deniseyvonne — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 07:18:22 +0000

FINE THEN! WHY DOESN’T EVERYONE JUST LEAVE ME! ABANDON ME! ERIC DID IT, TAMMY DID IT! GO AHEAD U DO IT TO!

I’LL TELL YOU WHAT… I’LL JUST GROW UP BY MYSELF. I’LL BE A GOOD DAUGHTER. I’LL GO TO WORK. I’LL GO TO COLLEGE. I’LL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT! JUST STOP LEAVING ME!

TO MY BEST GUY FRIEND… YOU CAN HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND A FRIEND THATS A GIRL.

TO MY COUSIN… I LOVE YOU SO MUCH…. BUT I’D RATHER YOU DIDN’T LAUGH AND PULL AWAY FROM ME LIKE YOU DID… YOU COULD HAVE SAID NOTHING. IT WOULDN’T HAVE HURT AS MUCH.

I’M SORRY THAT I AM WHO I AM TODAY… BECAUSE MY BROTHER DIED… MY BEST FRIEND! I WAS HIS SHADOW. AND HE JUST LEFT ME. I KNOW WHERE HE IS AT…. AND THAT IS WONDERFUL… BUT WHY DID HE TELL ME THAT I HAD TO WAIT TO GO? WHY DIDN’T HE TAKE ME WITH HIM!

TO MY SISTER… I LOVE YOU SO MUCH… BUT LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT. AND IF YOU RUSH BY THE IMPORTANT THINGS… YOU MISS OUT ON WHAT YOU COULD OF HAD.

TO MY BROTHER IN LAW… I LOVE YOU TO! BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN BE SUCH A JERK TO ME. AND I ALWAYS THINK BACK TO THE NIGHT WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE THERE FOR ME… AFTER ERIC DIED… AND YOU DID THE OPPOSITE… INSTEAD YOU AND MY SISTER BOTH LEFT ME.

TO COLBY… I AM SO SO SO SORRY I DIDN’T DO MORE FOR YOU. I MISS YOU. I CRIED FOR SO LONG AFTER YOU DIED. I WISHED AND WISHED FOR ANOTHER CHANCE TO TELL YOU JESUS LOVES YOU. YOU ALWAYS HELD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOU.

THAT, MY FRIEND IS LIFE. THAT IS MY LIFE. BUT DON’T WORRY… I WILL FINISH COLLEGE… AND GO TO WORK… AND BE WHATEVER GOD WANTS ME TO BE. BECAUSE THAT IS LIFE! THAT IS WHAT I’VE MADE IT.

MY NAME IS DENISE.

It’s been way to long…

deniseyvonne — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 17:19:54 +0000

I haven’t posted on here in forever! So I’ll go ahead and share what little I have to share.

Okay so I have a new job. Yes. I work for a company called Micahtek. The link below leads to a short video, explaining about the place I work. When you see all of those people in front of the computers… that’s where I work. =) I’m a phone agent. Yeah I like it a lot. But Grace would you believe me if I told you that I get so bored inbetween calls that I actually took up reading! AHH I know it is so scary for me to. =) I am reading a book by Frank E. Peretti called, “This Present Darkness.” I am nearly half way done with the book.Micahtek Commercial

Okay another thing! You have to go to my bands website! And visit the videos page… and listen to our new song called, “Idle.” It is totally our favorite! I wrote it ehh… last month I think. Timbers of Two

Anway… so I work 3:30 to midnight, Monday through Friday. Which means yes I miss Wednesday nights. But the job is so much better then retail any day. I wouldn’t trade it for hobby lobby thats for sure. They just eek… You can’t have a christian based company and expect to maintain that reputation with a building full of sinners. lol. I’m serious.

Anyway.. I better get going.

Go visit those links!

~Denise Yvonne~

So its shiny and blue and it belongs to me…..

deniseyvonne — Sun, 22 Jun 2008 22:26:18 +0000

It has nice leather interior and i love it!

Okay so I bought a car finally! yeah. =) I got a Chrysler PT Cruiser. 2001. I love it. I just got back from the carwash… I detailed it… and it smells nice… and looks awesome! …. then I was driving home and there is alot of construction by our house.. so these two guys were pulling out from a really dirty place… and dirt was flying everywhere! Needless to say I grumbled a little.. then when I got home i wiped away the dirt with a cloth. Yeah It’s still pretty. =) I waxed it and washed it and polished it and vacuumed it and all I have left to do is wash the back inside windows… they are nasty. =) but it looks really good. I am so happy with my new car. I love it. =)

~Denise~

P.S. Will post pictures soon.

The Love of My Life is being shipped to me as I type!

deniseyvonne — Sun, 13 Apr 2008 00:01:45 +0000

Okay so it’s been a couple weeks.. it isn’t here yet! I’m so excited I can’t stand it! It will actually be 3 weeks come Tuesday! So I’m not so happy with that considering they told me one to two weeks… but! I have money down on it. So I’m still excited! Wanna see????? I know you do!

Pink = Stupidity

deniseyvonne — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 17:57:07 +0000

I’ve never been one to wear much pink. But today I decided I’d wear the one pink shirt I have and the one pair of pink shoes that I own. I walked out the door, got in the car, drove myself to Subway for lunch. Then I went to school. I didn’t even make it in the door and I…

(PAUSE) THE FOLLOWING COULD BE A LITTLE INFORMAL ON THE SITUATION. PLEASE CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK. (GO)

… ripped part of my nail up on the toe that I broke a couple years ago. Oh man does it hurt! =( I broke this toe in three places that year… and ripped the nail clean off. Also I split the end of my toe open! I had to have stitches. Well just pray for me…. I’m in a lot of pain right now. =(

On a good note. As I was standing there in pain waiting for my mother to pick me back up there was a lady who was taking out the trash so I stood there and Opened the door for her. She said thank you. Then a UPS guy had a big load coming my way so I stepped outside and stood there with the door open for him. My mind went to the Lord in this though, “Lord I know the pain I’m in right now can’t amount to much for the pain that you went through. But I’m sure even through all of that pain, you were still right there to help anyone in your path. And they probably thought Thank You and didn’t think about the pain you were in.” Do we do that? When someone is in pain? Maybe not physical but mental or spiritual pain. And we walk by them and say, “Thank You.” Something to think about.

Anyway… do continue to pray. If anyone even reads this thing anymore. =)

Tootles.

“Ever feel like all your friends’ life are going somewhere and yours is stuck in limbo?

deniseyvonne — Mon, 17 Mar 2008 17:55:38 +0000

Married, having children, going to college. Everything I’ve ever wanted. And someone else is living it. Some of them don’t even want what they have. I do! Every time I try and accomplish something, something or someone makes it more and more complicated. Surely it wasn’t meant to be this difficult? So I say, okay the scripture tells us, Mat 6:33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

I’m only 18 I know! Is this my punishment for wanting to do things the right way? I’m so sick of the same old questions that only lead back to the same scripture! What more can a limited girl like me do for God? I’ve been ripped from so many paths and opportunities. Would someone please tell me what I’m doing wrong before I go insane? I work, I go to school, I help out my family in every way possible, I do whatever I can for the church, and for the Lord. I’ve been raised in the church. I’ve been a member for over 7 years. I’ve been saved and sanctified, and filled with the Holy Ghost for the same amount of time. I play the guitar and write my own songs, and I taught myself sign language. I’m enrolling for college in the fall. What am I missing?

Lost. Confused.

~Denise~

Urgent Prayer Request

deniseyvonne — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 16:06:16 +0000

I have an unspoken prayer request. My family and I really need the Lord to intervene on our behalf.

MiChild Teachers Aide Denise Branscum

deniseyvonne — Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:31:11 +0000

Has a ring to it right?!?!

Okay so I went on my job interview this afternoon. It went really well.

Oh wow starters! Where have I been? Umm… not here apparently. =) Why am I looking for another job? Because I’ve been cut down to two and half days for no reason. So I’ve been trying to pray myself out of this job that isn’t treating me equally and fair like the rest of the employees, and praying myself into a new job! So thats where I am right now. I had my interview at MiChild Community Care. It is a preschool/daycare. I’d work 40 hours a week at I’m not sure what pay yet… Monday – Friday 7:30 to 4p. Just help me pray about it would you? They have to double check to see if I for sure have to have my GED before they can higher me. Which I’m about 3 to 4 weeks away from getting I might add, so also help me pray about that. I’m really nervous. I know I make things seem harder then they really are. But I’m also learning a lot. Like math and algebra and geometry really aren’t that hard. I just make it that way. =) It took me all this time to figure that out for myself when my mom had been telling me that most of my schooling life. haha Go figure right?

Well speaking of GED Classes by law I have to put in 60 hours of classes before I can re-Tabe and then hopefully and prayerfully take and pass my GED. So I’m going starting tomorrow, in the mornings with the high school students…. which will all be younger then me… I’m not so good around teenagers that aren’t affiliated with the church… haha so I haven’t been going to daytime classes. Just so I can avoid that. But I majorly need the hours! I only have 21.5! Got to catch up if I want to have my GED by next month.

Sign* AND on top of all of this before I can get my GED I have to have an Arkansas License. Grr… Okay no biggy. Just another thing I have to study for. *roles eyes* I’m not busy at all. And I’m suppose to be saving up for BTI… Really would like to go, but I just don’t know how everything will turn out yet. With not having a car… and all. Ugh anyway this is more depressing writing about everything haha… anways. I hope I didn’t bore anyone. But that is what has been going on with Denise lately. Life.

~denise yvonne~

Forget the “Churchy” girls.

deniseyvonne — Wed, 09 Jan 2008 12:42:27 +0000

You always go for the girl who is gorgeous! Your blinded by that I forget the real reason you would need a wife in the future. God put us here to be a help. Don’t let us be a hindrance. But don’t punish the girl who truly has loved you for who you are and who you can become. All of her life. But knows while other girls force themselves, I’ll just stand back, being humble, and meek, and lowly. And pray for the both of you. Hoping that somewhere in the many years we have known each other, will somehow remind you. I guess this is somewhat the way God feels for his children who turn away from him. And are blinded by what guys see as beautiful girls. You should give us a chance some time. Even though I know and you know that if you had a true The Church of God girl, it would frighten you. But thats okay. Girls like us work hard for what we have, and never get credit. Girls like us are dieing for attention from you on the inside, but on the outside try not to show it. After-all My Lord comes first before anything in my life. He is what leads me and guides me. Don’t go for the girl who will add nothing to you. She may change in the future yes. I’ll give you that. But that is only a possibility. Not a fact. You are great and wonderful. And yet sometimes I wonder why I ever liked you. But it is in these moments when I pray and ask the Lord to relieve me of this feeling. When he doesn’t time after time, I wonder why. Why do you forget the church girls?

~Denise~

P.s. I had to do that…. it was driving me insane. I just had to write it out at least.

Thanks.