Okay so it’s been a couple weeks.. it isn’t here yet! I’m so excited I can’t stand it! It will actually be 3 weeks come Tuesday! So I’m not so happy with that considering they told me one to two weeks… but! I have money down on it. So I’m still excited! Wanna see????? I know you do!
I’ve never been one to wear much pink. But today I decided I’d wear the one pink shirt I have and the one pair of pink shoes that I own. I walked out the door, got in the car, drove myself to Subway for lunch. Then I went to school. I didn’t even make it in the door and I…
(PAUSE) THE FOLLOWING COULD BE A LITTLE INFORMAL ON THE SITUATION. PLEASE CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK. (GO)
… ripped part of my nail up on the toe that I broke a couple years ago. Oh man does it hurt! =( I broke this toe in three places that year… and ripped the nail clean off. Also I split the end of my toe open! I had to have stitches. Well just pray for me…. I’m in a lot of pain right now. =(
On a good note. As I was standing there in pain waiting for my mother to pick me back up there was a lady who was taking out the trash so I stood there and Opened the door for her. She said thank you. Then a UPS guy had a big load coming my way so I stepped outside and stood there with the door open for him. My mind went to the Lord in this though, “Lord I know the pain I’m in right now can’t amount to much for the pain that you went through. But I’m sure even through all of that pain, you were still right there to help anyone in your path. And they probably thought Thank You and didn’t think about the pain you were in.” Do we do that? When someone is in pain? Maybe not physical but mental or spiritual pain. And we walk by them and say, “Thank You.” Something to think about.
Anyway… do continue to pray. If anyone even reads this thing anymore. =)
Tootles.
Married, having children, going to college. Everything I’ve ever wanted. And someone else is living it. Some of them don’t even want what they have. I do! Every time I try and accomplish something, something or someone makes it more and more complicated. Surely it wasn’t meant to be this difficult? So I say, okay the scripture tells us, Mat 6:33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
I’m only 18 I know! Is this my punishment for wanting to do things the right way? I’m so sick of the same old questions that only lead back to the same scripture! What more can a limited girl like me do for God? I’ve been ripped from so many paths and opportunities. Would someone please tell me what I’m doing wrong before I go insane? I work, I go to school, I help out my family in every way possible, I do whatever I can for the church, and for the Lord. I’ve been raised in the church. I’ve been a member for over 7 years. I’ve been saved and sanctified, and filled with the Holy Ghost for the same amount of time. I play the guitar and write my own songs, and I taught myself sign language. I’m enrolling for college in the fall. What am I missing?
Lost. Confused.
~Denise~
I have an unspoken prayer request. My family and I really need the Lord to intervene on our behalf.
Denise Yvonne 