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Im melting away.

This is the shortest yet most exciting post I have ever written. Are you ready? Here it goes. I have lost 21 lou ds and 24.5 inches in 3 weeks!! Mom. Has lost 23 pounds and 12 inches in 3 weeks. We are so excited!!!! And yes we are planning on going to the general assembly. In fact I plan I. Taking.my own car and a bunch of new clothes because what I wear now will be way to big. 🙂 this is a good problem. So I’m saving up every penny I can because next time everryone sees Denise, she will be skinny and look and act like the girl inside of her. She cannot wait to show the world who she truly is.

Soooo hit me up with some comments and words of encouragement. Either way I am so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Denise Yvonne

The, “Thats Life” excuse doesn’t sit well with me.

FINE THEN! WHY DOESN’T EVERYONE JUST LEAVE ME! ABANDON ME! ERIC DID IT, TAMMY DID IT! GO AHEAD U DO IT TO!

I’LL TELL YOU WHAT… I’LL JUST GROW UP BY MYSELF. I’LL BE A GOOD DAUGHTER. I’LL GO TO WORK. I’LL GO TO COLLEGE. I’LL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT! JUST STOP LEAVING ME!

TO MY BEST GUY FRIEND… YOU CAN HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND A FRIEND THATS A GIRL.

TO MY COUSIN… I LOVE YOU SO MUCH…. BUT I’D RATHER YOU DIDN’T LAUGH AND PULL AWAY FROM ME LIKE YOU DID… YOU COULD HAVE SAID NOTHING. IT WOULDN’T HAVE HURT AS MUCH.

I’M SORRY THAT I AM WHO I AM TODAY… BECAUSE MY BROTHER DIED… MY BEST FRIEND! I WAS HIS SHADOW. AND HE JUST LEFT ME. I KNOW WHERE HE IS AT…. AND THAT IS WONDERFUL… BUT WHY DID HE TELL ME THAT I HAD TO WAIT TO GO? WHY DIDN’T HE TAKE ME WITH HIM!

TO MY SISTER… I LOVE YOU SO MUCH… BUT LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT. AND IF YOU RUSH BY THE IMPORTANT THINGS… YOU MISS OUT ON WHAT YOU COULD OF HAD.

TO MY BROTHER IN LAW… I LOVE YOU TO! BUT SOMETIMES YOU CAN BE SUCH A JERK TO ME. AND I ALWAYS THINK BACK TO THE NIGHT WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE THERE FOR ME… AFTER ERIC DIED… AND YOU DID THE OPPOSITE… INSTEAD YOU AND MY SISTER BOTH LEFT ME.

TO COLBY… I AM SO SO SO SORRY I DIDN’T DO MORE FOR YOU. I MISS YOU. I CRIED FOR SO LONG AFTER YOU DIED. I WISHED AND WISHED FOR ANOTHER CHANCE  TO TELL YOU JESUS LOVES YOU. YOU ALWAYS HELD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.  I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOU.

THAT, MY FRIEND IS LIFE. THAT IS MY LIFE. BUT DON’T WORRY… I WILL FINISH COLLEGE… AND GO TO WORK… AND BE WHATEVER GOD WANTS ME TO BE. BECAUSE THAT IS LIFE! THAT IS WHAT I’VE MADE IT.

MY NAME IS DENISE.

It’s been way to long…

I haven’t posted on here in forever! So I’ll go ahead and share what little I have to share.

Okay so I have a new job. Yes. I work for a company called Micahtek. The link below leads to a short video, explaining about the place I work. When you see all of those people in front of the computers… that’s where I work. =) I’m a phone agent. Yeah I like it a lot. But Grace would you believe me if I told you that I get so bored inbetween calls that I actually took up reading! AHH I know it is so scary for me to. =) I am reading a book by Frank E. Peretti called, “This Present Darkness.” I am nearly half way done with the book.Micahtek Commercial

Okay another thing! You have to go to my bands website! And visit the videos page… and listen to our new song called, “Idle.” It is totally our favorite! I wrote it ehh… last month I think. Timbers of Two

Anway… so I work 3:30 to midnight, Monday through Friday. Which means yes I miss Wednesday nights. But the job is so much better then retail any day. I wouldn’t trade it for hobby lobby thats for sure. They just eek… You can’t have a christian based company and expect to maintain that reputation with a building full of sinners. lol. I’m serious.

Anyway.. I better get going.

Go visit those links!

~Denise Yvonne~

The Love of My Life is being shipped to me as I type!

Okay so it’s been a couple weeks.. it isn’t here yet! I’m so excited I can’t stand it! It will actually be 3 weeks come Tuesday! So I’m not so happy with that considering they told me one to two weeks… but! I have money down on it. So I’m still excited! Wanna see????? I know you do!

My Guitar

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